Gloomy

gloomy Saturday:

Gary V. - Tayong Dalawa

Kapwa lumuluha kapwa nasasaktan
Bakit tinitikis parin ang isa't isa
Lagi na lamang bang ganito ang buhay natin
Di na matitiis paghihirap ng dibdib
Sanay nadarama mo rin ang paghihirap ko
At sana'y pakinggan ang pakiusap ko sa'yo
Hindi ko na hinahangad ang yaman sa mundo
Pagmamahal mo lang ang tanging hinahanap ko
Maaari bang sana'y patawarin mo ako
Pagkat tayong dalawa ay sa isa't isa

Unload

Tonight's devotional was about Maturity...

in the areas of :
-patience
-faith
-love
-giving
-depth in the Bible etc.

It has been so toxic for me for the past 6 months since I have been transferred here,and sadly a lot of negative thoughts,response and a lot of bad things got stored up in my heart that I lost sight of God.I forgot that the things I'm going through were just part of the ultimate design, knowing that all the days ordained for me were written in the book before one of them came to be.

I have to unload these bad things that got stored up:envy,hatred,impatience,anger,bitterness,pride,materialism and self reliance.

With God's help, I hope that it will not also take 6 months or more for me to learn again childlikeness and purity.

rainy day date and movie time

Yesterday we had an awesome date at the UP grounds...it rained again on our picnic date so we had to find another spot. good thing we were allowed to spread our mats at the Quezon Hall :) hahaha. We had a little chat then off to the movies.after several months, we were able to watch a movie!we watched Wolverine.It has subtle intimate scenes but still really violent.Can't be watched by kids.I like the fight scenes of the half brothers and Deadpool on top of the cooling tower.really nice...\m/

full synopsis and spoilers available at imdb.com

State of Thoughtlessness ...

cookie baking time!

to make our dates more memorable and fun, we had a cookie night date, with Gold and Nestor.It was fun and i was never able to share the recipe with Jesse nor Gold until that date. I started making home made no-oven cookies to give to Jesse to encourage him when we were still not steady dating.Me and Gold have a secret ingredient.

Charity...

my job is charity work...i have to work long hours and get nothing much so it's charity...this is the kind your not gonna feel fulfilled coz your not entirely doing it to help others but you want to get money out of it.

i just hope i'll have other options...

anyway, MV Doulos will be back. Maybe given the chance and sponsorship, i'd like to work there too.that will surely be a fulfilling type of charity work.

www.mvdoulos.org

Serenity...

i wanted so much to go to a gym just up at the penthouse of my building...but i just don't have time for it...can't squeeze it in.haaay.but i'm glad i can go to a free place in QC ...got this pic from Soulshop website.i frequent this place almost every week...