I am always watching out for negative thoughts or deeds and words because as it is "out of the overflow of the heart the mouth speaks" and if there is a lot of negativity then the heart must have been filled with these thrash.
The only place where I am welcome is the church that is why I try my best to be giving, I do not want to go to church just because I feel good about my self, but because out of God's mercy I am forgiven of my sins.There is a lot of things I can be grateful for and this I have to keep on reminding myself,otherwise I will be envious, slanderer and corrupt. In the work place alone it is hard to be a Christian, that is indeed a battle field,people have different priorities and that does not include God on the top so it's sad and sometimes it rubs off on me. Which is why I am writing this.
