Tonight's devotional was about Maturity...
in the areas of :
-patience
-faith
-love
-giving
-depth in the Bible etc.
It has been so toxic for me for the past 6 months since I have been transferred here,and sadly a lot of negative thoughts,response and a lot of bad things got stored up in my heart that I lost sight of God.I forgot that the things I'm going through were just part of the ultimate design, knowing that all the days ordained for me were written in the book before one of them came to be.
I have to unload these bad things that got stored up:envy,hatred,impatience,anger,bitterness,pride,materialism and self reliance.
With God's help, I hope that it will not also take 6 months or more for me to learn again childlikeness and purity.